Wednesday, September 28, 2011

To My Children (Part 2)

Part 1
Even though I feel as though I have nothing left to give you I am not giving up.  God has called me to be a Mom to each one of you and I intend to continue trying and doing my best.

God will provide everything I need to continue on.  If He didn't want me to be your mom He wouldn't have given you to me.

I will continue searching out different methods of teaching and training you and pray that God will use this for all of our benefit and growth.  I will pray for God to give me endurance and that I would be able to exemplify God's love to you as described in I Corinthians 13.

I do love you.


  1. Suanna,
    Read your blog. Brought back memories. You expressed how I felt one day when I just walked out of the house and left [my kids] (They were old enough to be left alone.) I just wanted to run away. I wasn't gone long and I felt better after running away for awhile. I 'm glad I didn't give up.
    It's tough. With God's help you'll make it and someday you'll help someone struggling in the same way.
    I had a single woman from my church that prayed for me at that time. I depended on those prayers. I'll keep praying. You are a great mom.

  2. Oh, Sue, I feel for you! I know this post is months old, but whenever I start feeling like this, I tell Jeremy that I've GOT to have a break, and he plans a go-away party for me. He stays home with the kids, and I go away and don't come back until there's a slight bit of peace in my heart. I usually take my Bible with me, but sometimes I just GO. Sometimes with a friend, but most of the time with just me since it's usually a spur of the moment thing. It's amazing how a few hours with no little voices and no one pulling on your clothing makes a BIG difference for me.


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